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locked and lost

the larval monuments lurk unlit
beneath their laddered guards
as gaping grounds of labour
ooze corrupt towers of glass

stolen glints from half-blank windows
dust and grime and protective film
wraps the dirty concrete newborn
of a city locked out and spent

the king hits of impotent rage
fall short of the puppet's masters
but strike all young dreams down
to leave only a mother's grief

wars of words whip around us
into polls and posts and papers
but none of that will find a fix
for empty seats or brooding streets

we brought this down upon ourselves
allowing spiteful polls and slogans
a nation voting from the bottom up
gets not needs but just desserts

our bloody beginnings are denied
whether native or convict or settler
despite the stone beneath our feet
collecting the wear of future past

was humanity lost or never here?
did our hearts and hands ever share?
for the way was lost along the way
and we wonder where to find it

2016.04.15

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recent moments

Walking past the past
Doors closed and greener pastures
A shrug and walk on

Rolling past the past
A life long since behind me
A smile and roll on

2014.11.06


Woolwich fisherman
Lit up by passing ferries
Casts into the night

2014.11.19

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written on our faces

we walk up the street
jackets and energy against winter
walking to the next whiskey bar
the next taste, the next soundtrack

we stand in the bar
swapping shop talk and travel tales
plans for future adventure
the next job, the next voyage

we sit in the booth
admiring cocktails and music
equal measure complex and simple
the next round, the next record

we split to the winds
each fading into the night
knowing we will gather again
the next time, the next venue

we each find the way
along unpredictable paths
square our shoulders to attack
the next fall, the next triumph

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shared canon

a song that recalls
fine company and single malt
warmth on a cold night

cathartic soundtrack
a friend's well-travelled album
deeply personal

stories and songs shared
are maps to find future roads
adding to canon

not mere possessions
far more than discs or downloads
music shapes our lives

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audio thrill

shocks race through my spine
leaving goosebump evidence
of audio thrill


though many years pass
miles slip under my feet
wearing away boots and youth
don't let this feeling fade

freedom for the soul
soaring in the music
with any luck at all
i'll feel this way forever

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photo: wind squalled water

Wind squalled water

hard to hold steady
wind squalls over the water
wharf moves underfoot

sun heating my back
office fluorescents escaped
strange afternoon light

photo taken 2006.12.05, haiku written 2006.12.07

I was walking home (on an early mark) when I realised I didn't feel like going home. The sky was blue, the air was cool (windy and a bit cold, actually). We'd only been in Sydney a couple of months. L wouldn't be home for a while. I hadn't really had a proper wander around the end of Pyrmont. So, off I went.

Every now and then you have to let your feet take you where they will, for no reason other than they want to. Take a camera :)

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rock climbing

trusting my body
(which i haven't done in years)
i climb the rock wall

irrational fear
drowning out logical thoughts
i jump off the ledge

i hear people cheer
while i let go of the bar
leap of faith is done

2008.4.17

On Wednesday night I went rock climbing for the first time ever. Fun, scary, highly recommended :)

Part of the first night experience was doing the Leap Of Faith (my friends kindly built it up into a big thing ;)). It's where you climb up to a ledge, then leap off to a trapeze, then let go and a descender brings you down.

I have to admit, I just wasn't prepared for how scared I was when I stood up on the ledge. I expected to be nervous, not hind-brain scared. But I eventually managed to stop shaking, keep chalk on my hands without sweating it off, and make myself jump off.

So anyway, now I just keep thinking about the next climb :)

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meeting

clickable raccoons
the perils of keyword links
discussion goes on

2008.04.11 (We were discussing an advertisement spot with the Optus rock'n'roll raccoons, amongst other things. Some days there's rather a lot of Random in my workplace...)

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how a soy hot choc becomes a soy cappucino

with her winning smile
she chats up the barista
his sangfroid muddled


No I don't drink soy hot chocolates, it was someone else's order. The cafe had a spare soy hot chocolate the other day (cancelled order) and gave it to me as a freebie. EEEUGH!! Tasted like chocolate in blended up pasta. I have no idea how people drink it. Apparently the only thing you should get done with soy is chai!

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today

the cool seems settled
the air has winter's first touch
i close my jacket

Walking to the coffee shop this afternoon, the street felt cool on a level deeper than a cool breeze can create. It feels like the day you know summer is done, but winter isn't here yet. But of course being Sydney I don't really know for sure - I've spent most of my life in Brisbane so I don't truly know how to read the weather here.

So the cool hit my face and I had a flood of memories, I guess we'd always visited Sydney in cooler months. Suddenly I have the thought this is what I remember, this is the Sydney I knew before I moved here.

Six months and it still seems vaguely unreal, still a bit unsettled. But then life in Brisbane wasn't so very different... maybe it's my life that's a bit unsettled, not the place I'm living in. Or maybe I just miss my family, who are gathered on the farm this easter, cooking up a storm, watching the latest James Bond movie and no doubt having a drink or two.

Maybe I'm just feeling the distance more because I have a slight touch of 'flu (I'm hoping it doesn't get worse). Being sick always makes things seem less fun.

concrete cafe I go to the cafe where they know us well enough to remind Leah if she forgets sugar in my coffee. I grab a paper on the way back.

Buying the paper seems odd now - there's always the hint of work. I see papers with online offers and wonder which of the guys did the update. I'm on a project or it probably would have been me. But that minor thought passes and it's just the Sunday paper again - a TV Guide wrapped in newsprint.

So now we have coffee, Leah is curled up on the couch reading the paper and I'm about to dive into a DOM scripting book that's well overdue for proper attention. To top it off, we have another whole day off tomorrow.

So, I wrote a haiku and this post. I took the photos a while back, doing the same walk, and remembered to post them now.

So that's today so far ;)

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twitter haiku

Molly put out a challenge to Twitter in haiku for 24 hours. I didn't keep it going for the entire 24 hours, but I did write a few haiku. These were all Twittered in the past 36 hours or so.

returning from lunch
email vies for attention
yet i twitter first

twenty-four hours long
creative jam from molly
can we keep this up?

apple glitz and glam
reality check required
for iphone mania

squealing macbook pros
malarkey's third degree burns
never buy gen one!

change freeze is lifted
launch storm blows in at gale force
servers slowing down

my experience:
macs crash like any other
i get evil ones

i must admit it
osx is better, but
not enough to switch

twitter 404
not the funniest ever
but still amusing

aircon up so high
the cold seeps in through my shoes
meeting in "the fridge"

* The Mac-related posts were a response to people telling me to buy a Mac, unprovoked as far as I can remember! The OSX comment, in context, referred to it being better than previous versions of MacOS.

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sydney at midnight

water echos thuds
of exploding firework shells
night becoming day

fire erupts from bridge
then more from city buildings
crowds look on in awe

shivers up my spine
as the very city roars
one million cheers


At midnight last night we were sitting on bollards on a wharf, right on the water at Pyrmont. We had a view of the bridge, the city and one of the barge launch points (we were close to where I took this photo). There was a real buzz through the crowd - plenty of room for everyone, no stress.

Darling Harbour jumped the gun, then there was a countdown and the main event kicked off. The noise was amazing, if you've ever heard black powder canons being fired that's what it was like.

When the cheer went up I thought I was hearing things... but, I shit you not, you could hear the cheering from the CBD. It echoed between the skyscrapers and around the harbour. One million people come to Sydney for new year's eve and it sounded like they all cheered when the fireworks started.

It was a hell of a show.

Happy new year, all.

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melbourne thoughts

Heavy wheels trundle
Sparks flashing blue overhead
Melbourne tram bells clang

Sleek café hustle
The façade crumbles above
The Brunswick Street row

Sudden rain outside
Cold air rushes in the door
Jackets go back on

Through the rain I see
Umbrellas and golden leaves
Across the river

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